Prayer Request

I'm beginning to realize that every time I blog it's when I'm upset. So I apologize but once again this post is gonna be a downer...

I am exhausted. My heart is tired. My body is tired. My mind is tired. I'm all around drained, and I'm crying out to God day and night for answers and getting nothing. I have to compose myself in public to keep from bursting into tears. There isn't one thing that is bothering me more than anything else. There are three huge issues weighing on my heart. To say life is hard right now would be an understatement. I'm not going to name them; they're too personal, but I would ask for your prayers.

All I want is to please God in my decisions.

I went to rest on the couch for a few minutes and my mom glanced at me, then stopped and looked at me again and said, "Olivia, you look so tired." I guess the makeup isn't doing such a great job hiding my tired eyes here lately.
Yeah, I'm wallowing in self-pity right now, if you couldn't tell. But my reasons are legit, I promise. I need help. Serious advice. And comfort. I feel very alone.

Thank you to everyone who reads this and remembers to pray for me.